christian's Guestbook

Taylor looked deep into Christian's eyes. Every word he said, she believed. It was like she had no will of her own, but she didn't care. She had never felt like the way Christian made her feel and she was loving it. She didn't care what people thought of her, the only thing that mattered to her was how much Christian loved her. And from the look in his eyes, she knew his love went on not only for the rest of their lives but beyond that. She laid her forehead gently against his lips for a few minutes. Finally, as she wrapped her arms around his waist, she looked up into his eyes and began to speak to him. "I love you too Christian," she told him. "I love you for who you are and my love for you will always be yours," she told him just as a soft smile came over her face.

"I know we will make it out of this situation, and when we do, we will go get my babies and go find a place where we can just live as a happy family," she told him. It was against the rules for them to be in the embrace like they were, but she didn't care. She was finally back where she belonged and she knew she would never leave his arms again. She knew the orderlies would come and eventually break them up, but for now, she was just enjoying them being together. "And when we do find that place that we can be a family and just be us without having a bunch of people telling us what to do," she told him. "Then maybe I can write some new music and then we can tour as a family," she said sounding excited. Then she got serious again just as the orderlies were walking towards them. "Promise me that no matter what happens in here," she started. "You'll always stay with me," she added, feeling nervous as the orderlies were getting closer.

"It's like no matter what I do, you drive me crazy half the time.
The other half I'm only tryna let you know that what I feel is true because I'm only me when I'm with you," she sang once again, this time while standing in front of Christian.. She felt Christian laced his fngers with hers and softly squeeze her hand. She couldn't help but squeeze his hand back as she softly continued to sing. 

When she was done, her free hand softy touched Christian's face as she looked at him deep in the eyes. Then her eyes caught the sight of his lips and soon she could feel the desire for him starting to grow. Then Taylor looked up at him and soon began to speak to him softly. "My love, I promise we will get through this together and have the life we always deserved," she whispered to him as if they were the only two in the building. 

There was once again silence betweent hem as they continued to hold onto each other. Then Taylor began to speak once again, neither of them moving away from each other. "My love, kiss me," she added as she tilted her head a little. "Let me feel your lips against mine," she added as she waited for him to make his move. 

Taylor was about to sing her song again when she heard Christian's voice. It was then she looked up and saw him standing right there next to her. Taylor knew she needed to get up and say something, but her body and mouth wouldn't let her just at the moment. Finally, after a few moments of being in shock, she was able to stand up and began to speak to him, with a smile on her face. 

"Just as long as I have been waiting to sing to you again," she finally said as she felt her hand reaching out for Christian's. "And as far as the song goes," she told him. "I will always remember that song, not just because I wrote it but because I hoped it would bring you back to me," she told him softly and honestly. Finally, Taylor threw her arms around him and pulled Christian into the biggest hug she could mustar. 

"Oh Christian, I missed you so much," she whispered into his ear as they just held each othere. Taylor could no longer hold the tears back as she continued speaking to him. "Promise me that we will never have to leave each other's amrs again," she added as she turned her head and softly kissed his neck as she buried her wet face into his neck.

Taylor let out a sigh as she began to just stare out the window. This wasn't the first time she had been locked up and knowing her father, it probably wouldn't be the last. And it didn't make things easier on her children either, which she knew was growing up without her. But her kids weren't the only thing on her mind. She was always thinking and missing the only man that actually loved her and cared about her, which, after two failed marriages, she was almost ready to give up on love when she met her Christain. 

And now he was so far away from her that it brought tears to her eyes. But what she didn't know was that he wasn't that far away after all. In fact he was just a few feet away from her, but her eyes never left the window, instead she started singing one of her songs that she wrote about him. "I'm only up when you're not down and I don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground," she sung and then continued.

This time she was singing louder so that even Christian could hear her. "It's like no matter what I do, you drive me crazy half the time.
The other half I'm only tryna let you know that what I feel is true because I'm only me when I'm with you," she finished up as she then went onto hum softly as she finally let the tears fall down. 

After being on the road and then going on a huge shopping spree, Taylor's dad decide it was time that Taylor cooled off for a while, so he had her commited. Of course she also knew this was his way of keeping her from seeing Christian, though he didn't know that Christian was on his way there. 

Anyway, they had just opened the day room for the patients to enjoy tv time, play games or just sit and look out the window. Taylor had just left her room and entered the day room and looked around until she finally found an empty chair by the window. So, before anyone could even say one word to her, Taylor made her way to the chair, not stopping for anything. Once she reached the chair, she sat down and with a lonely sigh, began to stare out the window, longing to be free.